i just really feel sick to my stomach right now. I think im gonna keep this journal

new lj - supraprophetic

comment on the friends only post first. nothing totally stupid please. :] let me know who you are so i can add you back.

sry i havent updated much. ive been absorbed in rp

gamestopppp. oooh yay. my mom got chrissybb somethingg

shes bringin sexy back with how she shakes that ass she drops it to tha floor girl youre such a fuckin whore... brokencyde. idk it made me dance.

sorry to anybody i dissed last night online. my sisters dilating. landons coming soon!

ugh i have an exam at 8

hoshit old creepy guy staring at me from the next car over. o_o

So I decided that it would be a really cool idea to like, actually introduce myself and shit. Possibly because most of you don’t know me well and if you do know me well enough, because you love me and you want to read about me.
I’m Ashley. Ashley Pope, to be exact, and I fucking hate my name with a deep passion. I’m sixteen years old, short, and I have hair that changes with my personality. Right now it’s pink and blue that has faded to orange and blonde and green. It’s really tacky but apparently it looks good? Fuck, I don’t know.
I have green/brown eyes, and it’s really the only thing about me that I like. I’m kind of dark skinned, being half-Hispanic, but I burn like a motherfucker.
I live with my mom and my brother. I have two other sisters, both of which are married. I don’t really consider them close, especially my oldest sister, Crystal, because she disowned us as family because of my dad. It was when I was really little. My other sister is Stacey, who has two kids. We all get along alright but she packed up and left with her husband, because he wanted to train to become a pastor. I don’t know why he would want to do that, but okay.
My brother, Joseph, has a pregnant girlfriend who I consider closer than my sisters. Her name is Falon Snow, and she’s my shopping buddy. She’s one of the only people who I consider family that knows I’m bisexual. I would tell my mom, considering that I love her to death and don’t like keeping secrets from her, but I’m not sure how she would take it.
In a nutshell, I’ve had a shitty life, but I know it could be worse. I don’t want to go into that shit because, well. Yeah. It’s really depressing.
I ramble. A lot. About anything and everything. I also roleplay. I have a few characters under my belt, like Pete Wentz, Ashlee Simpson, Patrick Stump, Travis McCoy, etc. I used to play MCR people, but I realized that… I don’t know, I don’t like them that much. I stick to Fall Out Boy and the rest of FBR mostly. And I stick to LiveJournal roleplays because InsaneJournal is kind of seriously fucking retarded, in my opinion. Don’t diss me for it, either. I just. I roleplayed on there and didn’t like anything other than the icon limit. I wish LiveJournal didn’t make you pay for 100 icons.
Fuck. See, I just rambled. Kind of. :/

The point of this post is that if you read it, you can ask me any question and I will answer it honestly. Seriously, any question.

ow my fucking head hurts and i spilled ginger ale all over my dress suit and i feel like crying ;-;

Who sings the song that goes "I bust the windows out ya car"? Is it Mary J. Blige? It sounds like her. Eh. Either way I like it. :)

okay so. since i've figured this fucker out i'm going to waste my life away on here.

hi i'm on my phone. This is neat

 I twitch, my hands shake. I scratch my nose, my head, my cheek, my eyelid. I stutter. I wring my hands. I shift from foot to foot.

Basically I just move around a lot. :P